3,400 & 3,600.
When I was young and first started masturbating, I would just think of words. Just words. One at a time, varying in significance and meaning. Wet. Drip. Suck. Shame. Rape. One at a time, until I came. That’s all I needed.
I see that my needs have become a bit more… evolved, lately, to say the least. I can’t bring myself to string the words together to form solid thoughts or sentences. My face is warm. I’m just thinking of words.
An adult male person, as distinguished from a boy or a woman.
An adult human female.
The tendency to derive pleasure, esp. sexual gratification, from inflicting pain, suffering, or humiliation on others.
The tendency to derive pleasure, esp. sexual gratification, from one’s own pain or humiliation.
To humiliate or shame, as by injury to one’s pride or self-respect.
A person or thing that dispenses something.
An object or space used to contain something: “trash receptacles”.
A bowl or other receptacle, typically attached to a wall in a public toilet, into which men may urinate.
A sexual fetish that involves deriving erotic pleasure from soiling or disheveling the object of one’s desire, usually an attractive person. It may involve tearing or damaging their clothing, covering them in mud or filth, or messing their hair or makeup. The fetish does not involve harming or injuring the subject, only their appearance.
Bring shame or discredit on (someone or something).
The process of releasing, and thereby providing relief from, strong or repressed emotions.